x, 214 pages ; 21 cm; Beginnings. Beginning Zen practice -- Practicing this very moment -- Authority -- The bottleneck of fear.; Practice. What practice is not -- What practice is -- The fire of attention -- Pushing for enlightenment experiences -- The price of practice -- The reward of practice.; Feelings. A bigger container -- Opening Pandora's box -- "Do not be angry" -- False fear -- No hope -- Love.; Relationships. The search -- Practicing with relationships -- Experiencing and behavior -- Relationships don't work -- Relationship is not to each other.; Suffering. True suffering and false suffering -- Renunciation -- It's OK -- Tragedy -- The observing self.; Ideals. Running in place -- Aspiration and expectation -- Seeing through the superstructure -- Prisoners of fear -- Great expectations.; Boundaries. The razor's edge -- New Jersey does not exist -- Religion -- Enlightenment.; Choices. -- From problems to decisions -- Turning point -- Shut the door -- Commitment.; Service. Thy will be done -- No exchange -- The parable of Mushin.; Beginnings -- Practice -- Feelings -- Relationships -- Suffering -- Ideals -- Boundaries -- Choices -- Service.; 

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